Even though I have the ability to be fairly anonymous on the internet, (surprise! name here is a pseudonym…don’t even get me started on my fears that people I know might find me even with that) I can’t help but still feel as awkward and insecure as I do offline. Truth be told, I think I just feel more lost and disconnected because of it. I often ask myself why I bother with the internet and Tumblr. A part of me would love to just close up shop here and go back to the lonely little life I lead with the guy of my dreams and a handful of friends. I’d find a great deal of comfort in that to be truthful.
It is something I have considered on many an occasion. Typically it involves me going on a mini hiatus but I’ll always come back in days…weeks…months. For now I shall remain but I thought I’d mention these feelings to any followers who might care.